Bismillah,
We never expect that suicide is common news that heard over any media streams.
People will judge you as they want. Ever think about how we handled it if we were in this situation? Me as far as my life never faced it even once about to go for suicide. I know being imperfect, struggling with life, depression, anger, horrible sadness could lead to the attempt at suicide. People take it easy when it comes to the judgemental, but either they adapt to the real situation or they just being narcissistic. Different people will have different obstacles in their life, it comes with the decision to face it or leave it.
Between the source and dead.
We can't lie to ourselves that being in depression mode is so intense. Whatever we gonna do always so skeptical. This kind of thinking always comes first in our mind. Whatever you are been doing in your past, being skeptical will become your judgemental to yourself. Stop living in denial, stop being so dramatic, stop acting innocent and dumb or being religious. I'm not offended by kind things that happened to yourself, but just be like a real person alive. Nobody will respect you until you die, you will get that when you die.
The Source of your life can be determined as light, paper, color, or whatever.
You have to keep it for real just for yourself. You know how strong the light and you also know that only you can control it. Only you know how long and thick the paper you gonna own and you also know how much color that represents yourself. Depression is not a joke, but how you handled it when you are just a clown?
Massive disdain is glorified.
Why? I got my reason, people tend to forget anything when they have everything. When it comes to hardness, they just leave it and make their own style. Suicide. The phrase doesn't look back, leave no track is just a bullshit statement. What you get today is what you did yesterday. Turn back to normal as why you are here. Your death doesn't resolve anything, it will become more toxic in people's life.
Balance.
When you're breathing, there is inhale and exhale. It's guided. Same as your life, everything has been guided. Stay on your track, just give a damn to the people who are hurting and hatred. You don't need that kind of people in your circle. In this world, everything is balanced, we have good people and bad people, we have inspired person and toxic person, we met who is loyal and who's not, and yourself too did some bad and good in your life. Make your existence useful to yourself first then comes to others. We can't simplify our life with a horrible ending.
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| Just hurt yourself, but don't get killed. |
For many lovers shall I craved
And in return. I'll gladly pave
PetiHati :: Sebab pendirian aku dah ditanam dengan rasa bersyukur dengan nikmat utama iaitu Agama. Tanpa pegangan kukuh juga mungkin aku mengikut jejak langkah ramai orang yang ambil jalan mudah.
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